WARNING: TMI.

I HATE when you look at me and tell me I look so much more healthier.

I HATE when you pinch my stomach and say, "You've gained weight! Good job!"

NO, WTF? WHY WOULD YOU FKING DO THAT!

I don't like hearing that I look "healthier."

That's your word for FAT.

I hate hearing that I look more full in the face, more color to me, etc.

I DONT WANNA HEAR THAT! It's COMPLETELY OPPOSITE to me.

i'm FATFATFATFATFATTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!

I try to look sexy for you.

We roll around, we get ready to make love,

and you look at me, and say "You're too skinny."

What a fucking mood kill.

What the hell is wrong with you?

Why the FUCK do people think that I like hearing "YOU LOOK BETTER."
Better how? Fatter? You only want me fat so you will be skinnier.

kajhfjlkhsdjkghadsljkgha UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate this! I don't wanna eat! Quit force feeding me!

I step on the scale.

"What do you weigh?" you ask.

I hesitate.

"I don't wanna say, you'll get mad."

"No I won't," you say.

"just tell me, baby."

I lie to you. "101. don't be mad."

You smile, "That's great!!! congrats on getting to 100. i'm so proud of you."

I'm really 97. I smile on the inside.

I'm proud of me, too.

Oh yeah.